Don't you just love that feeling when the ups and downs of your life are finally beginning to settle down? That one ray of hope shows and suddenly you find direction in life... My name is Samragi Chatim, and I'm finally learning to settle things down in my life.
A few days back, times weren't so great for me. Everything went helter-skelter, things got messed up, life was just a sad, dark place. At times like these, people tend to blame themselves for everything... low self-esteem becomes a part of their lives. I got to experience a similar situation in the past 3 months. It came as quite a surprise to me when I began to doubt my abilities. I've always been this confident, happy and laid-back girl for pretty much most of my life. I thought there was nothing in the world that would make me doubt myself. Then came 10th grade, with all its might, and it put me really down-below in my own eyes. A lot happened in the past year, a lot of discomforting situations took place. I got all broody and began to sulk all the time. But, in the past few days...I don't know what made it happen...but I finally think that things are coming around...
Life gets bad, but eventually cheers up...but the fear that it might get all dark again is what keeps us from making ourselves happy. I was scared, too. But, I realised that what matters is living life day to day...experiencing each day with the good heart, and a positive outlook. Of course, being happy all the time is not achievable, but it's definitely worth a try. Do not be scared to be happy, also, do not fear what the future holds...because living with fear is what holds us back from seizing the day...
I wrote my first blog around a week back, when I was 15. I'm 16 now...not even a week...but I already feel much better about life. So, since I'm not 15 anymore...I don't see any reason why 'miserable' should tag along! From now onwards, It's gonna be just 'ME'...whether happy or miserable or just plain random...it's just 'ME'.
A few days back, times weren't so great for me. Everything went helter-skelter, things got messed up, life was just a sad, dark place. At times like these, people tend to blame themselves for everything... low self-esteem becomes a part of their lives. I got to experience a similar situation in the past 3 months. It came as quite a surprise to me when I began to doubt my abilities. I've always been this confident, happy and laid-back girl for pretty much most of my life. I thought there was nothing in the world that would make me doubt myself. Then came 10th grade, with all its might, and it put me really down-below in my own eyes. A lot happened in the past year, a lot of discomforting situations took place. I got all broody and began to sulk all the time. But, in the past few days...I don't know what made it happen...but I finally think that things are coming around...
Life gets bad, but eventually cheers up...but the fear that it might get all dark again is what keeps us from making ourselves happy. I was scared, too. But, I realised that what matters is living life day to day...experiencing each day with the good heart, and a positive outlook. Of course, being happy all the time is not achievable, but it's definitely worth a try. Do not be scared to be happy, also, do not fear what the future holds...because living with fear is what holds us back from seizing the day...
I wrote my first blog around a week back, when I was 15. I'm 16 now...not even a week...but I already feel much better about life. So, since I'm not 15 anymore...I don't see any reason why 'miserable' should tag along! From now onwards, It's gonna be just 'ME'...whether happy or miserable or just plain random...it's just 'ME'.
Love it! Very well written.
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